Monday, April 11, 2016

Irreconcilable differences

Today the presidential race stopped in Albany. (oh joy) Kind of crazy what has been happening in the past few months. I know for one thing, Abba is in control and no matter who He chooses, it will be by His will not ours.
So last year in February or March, I was talking to Yeshua about the election. I don't know how I got on the subject. Probably because Obama did something that made me very upset. I was talking to him about the candidates and who should replace Obama and He said "What about Trump? I had a puzzled look on my face because Trump wasn't running for office at the time and I said to Him, it doesn't really matter if he is in office, it depends on the people who he has around him helping him make the decisions. When you're in the Spirit, you feel His emotions. It is not just hearing what He says. Remember you are one with Yeshua. So when Yeshua was suggesting Trump, it kinda reminded me of the way when Abba suggested Job.
I don't know who Abba is going to put in office but I have a funny feeling it's going to be Trump. For some reason Trump reminds me of King Nebuchadnezzar. He was arrogant but when God stepped in, he humbled himself for a time and Abba was able to use him for His purpose and of course he became arrogant again and was humbled by God then used again till the end of his days. For whatever reason why He is not using the other candidates is for His reasons and His reason only. We need to be about our father's business, to pray and hear His Spirit guiding us.

Perfect storm

Sorry, I haven't been doing the blog lately. Last year the pharmacy thay compounds my thyroid medicine, because I'm allergic to the synthetic thyroid med and fillers, had to change the formula because of government regulations. When they change the formula, it messed me up and the pharmacist wouldn't believe me. It made me very sick for a long time. Finally my doctor stepped in and had them change the formula. The new formula made me even worse and I became even more hyper sensitive to MSG and other chemicals. Also at the same time, I found out my sleep apnea machine hasn't been working properly for over a year. So for almost a year, I've been out of it, sick my stomach and extremely tired. So I haven't really been able to do these blogs but I do have a lot of posts that are incomplete. I just need to finish them. They were able to put me back on my original prescription of rice flour and natural thyroid and I have a new machine now that checks and put my therapy on the computer to track, pretty cool. So I will know now when my machine is acting up.
I went through a lot with this and still don't feel 100% yet, but I know Abba with me. It was really hard wondering why He needed to allow this to happen. No matter what we go through, we need to know that he loves us and is allowing this to happen for whatever reason. We need to trust Him.