Thursday, October 30, 2008

No one is to be forgotten

Last year when the movie expelled came out it only played for a couple of days in my area. I didn’t get to it in time. Yesterday I was able to see it on the Netflix site. It was a good documentary but there was this one scene in the end that really upset me. Richard Dawkins authored a book that he read from, explaining what he thought and said about God. I wanted to cry. It was like someone hitting and degrading my dad but I prayed for him. In the past, I wouldn’t have prayed for him but back in 2003 Abba had opened my eyes and showed me I needed to have compassion and pray for people who choose to hate him before they die. Because then it will be too late.
I was at work listening to the local TV station on my walkman. A person was being interviewed and he was asked “Do you think things happen for a reason?” he replied “No, I don’t believe that there is a God...” and started to degrade and belittle God. I got very angry and said, to myself “boy is he going to have a rude awaking when he dies.” Then immediately Yeshua said to me “You don’t know what he’s been through!” at that moment I knew I was toast. I then said “I just meant that he will know the truth when he dies.” Holy Spirit says softly "why are you angry?" I replied "this is righteous anger!" Yeshua says “You have no right to say that!” and slammed down what he was holding. Then he said to me “I will choose whom I will send!” Yeshua starts getting to the heart of the issue with me. He says “Do you think I need your help defending me?” In a low voice, I said “no.” He was showing me that everyone was precious to him. That no one is to be forgotten regardless if they choose him or not. Then Yeshua said to me firmly “Right now I need you to pray for him.” I apologized to Yeshua and then prayed for that person. A few minutes later Yeshua took me in the spirit to a place outdoors. I was standing in front of a stage. Yeshua was to the right of me. I looked back and saw hundreds of people packed in with wooded area on both sides. I turned back around and saw the person I prayed for standing behind a podium speaking to them being used of God. Then I was back at work. I had learned a very hard lesson that day. Yeshua was speaking to me from what my heart was saying not my head. I hope this person gives their life to God. In Romans 8v30, Abba has predestined whom he has called but people still need to choose. “Abba’s will” will still be done by who he has called or by someone else who is willing to take their place if they choose no. I know that Abba will not give up on us until we know him. Because to Abba, no one is to be forgotten.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

a true believer

Being Abba’s kid is no easy task let me tell you, but Abba will use things in our life and turn them into good for His purpose. These past few years have been pretty crazy for me. Abba has been having me help someone. Before this Abba would have me help his kids but only for a moment. Nothing else – no connection but this time Abba needed me to grow up. Most of my life I was always alone. I kept everyone at a distance. It worked for me. I had Yeshua and that was all I needed @ age 4 something happened to me that changed me. I hated my family and I made a vow to myself never let anyone become close. I forgave my family when I was 22 and things did get better but I still pretty much honored that vow up until 2 years ago. Abba had turned my life upside down and kicked me out of my shell. He wanted me to grow up and as he was doing this at the same time he had me help show this person what a true believer really was. My life became a lake house with glass panel windows. Everything was exposed in a second. Who I was in Yeshua and all my faults, nothing was left hidden. That how Abba wants us to approach people. Nothing hidden – nothing to gain, to be a true believer.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

"Little m&m part 2"

Thursday, October 16, 2008

     About 3 weeks ago, I had finished doing my laundry and put my clothes basket on the chair in the family room. Several days later, I grab a shirt and found a orange peanut m&m stuck to it. I wondered how it got there. Since the squirrel incident, I have kept the family room windows closed. I brushed off what had happened until that weekend. On Sunday, I was walking down the stairs and noticed my cat Jazz & my mom's cat Sassy sitting watching the squirrel on the window. I started to laugh because I thought the squirrel was outside trying to get in. No, actually the squirrel was on the inside trying to get out. I went over to the window to lift the blinds and the squirrel flies off the window and runs into the kitchen. At this point, I'm thinking the squirrel is trapped and I need to open the door. As I start to walk into the kitchen, I see the squirrel sitting on the window sill with a peanut m&m in his mouth. As I started to walk in further, the squirrel scoots out at the bottom of the window screen. 
     Now months before this, I was outside and noticed the bottom of the screen strip, that holds the mesh in, was out about 8". God wanted me to fix it at that moment. I said I'll get to it later. Well obviously later never happened. So if God is telling you to do something - just do it. Because you will be ripping your house apart making sure there are no more peanut m&m's.

"little m&m"

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I have a cute "little" story. Over the years, once in a while, a squirrel would get in the house. On this occasion, the squirrel came in through the air conditioner side closure. Normally they don't come back, but this time was different. This squirrel was determined. I have a yellow peanut M&M character dispenser that I keep on a shelf above my computer. At first I thought my cat Chance was knocking it down spilling the peanut M&M's everywhere. Until one day my mom caught him in the act. By taking out the air conditioner I thought I solved the problem. Next the squirrel rips down the screen. I then put the screens on top and the glass on the bottom. Then the squirrel opens the screen just a little bit from the top and got in. I have blinds on the windows and I didn't figure this out until a week later. In the mean time the squirrel figured out how to open the dispenser and was taking the peanut M&M's and hiding them in my house. Under the couch cushions, in the book shelf, under the TV…. you get the idea. Sugar and squirrel not a good combo. I'm still finding the peanut M&M's. Anyway I think of us as being Abba's little M&M's. Abba is determined to get in our lives one way or another to rescue us. Question is do we want to be rescued?

“You know what we get to do today?”

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I know it has been a real long time since I did the first log entry but for a good reason. Over a year ago, GOD had me help someone very special. This person has been through a lot in their life, even almost to a breaking point. But then GOD saved them in a supernatural way and then choose me to help him do it. I know this person now is going to be ok. They will soon know how precious they are to him and then their heart will finally be healed and I saw GOD using them mightily. I do have to admit it still has been pretty crazy though but I am grateful that GOD chose me to do it. It is really cool that GOD uses us to help people. I mean GOD really doesn't need our help. He can do it himself but he does it for us to be blessed and to be a blessing. To be his light for his kids. I was definitely blessed by it and it was really cool - a kodak moment. Look what the Lord has done! I wish more true believers could be open, more focused on helping others. Just imagine true believers trusting GOD completely and having no hidden agendas, No quid pro quos for helping GOD's kids regardless if they are saved or not. Don't get me wrong either. I have fallen off the horse more times than I care to explain but just to help GOD's kids know who their real dad is…is what it is all about. We need to get back on that horse and have Yeshua walk us thru it. To guide us on the path that he has designed and destined for us to ride. There will be days when we just won't even want to get out of bed. But I am reminded of a part in a movie called "The Rookie". In this scene Jimmy Morris is about to give up and go back home giving up on his dream to play in the majors. As he was walking back to the hotel he sees a little league game being played. The spark inside was reignited again. The next day, he tells Brooks (teammate) "You know what we get to do today? We get to play baseball." Somehow we also need to get that spark back. The one we had when we first really knew GOD and was saved. Then we will say "You know what we get to do today? We get to play – FOR GOD!"


Monday, July 10, 2006

Hello everybody! just to let you know I am going to use this space to praise YAHWEH! I'll try to do it every day and tell what Yahweh has done for me.

Stardate 28734.5 special day to....... only kidding

Praise Yahweh! I was in a huge bind. I needed to send out a package and DHL closed at 7:00pm. I needed to pick up a few things and had enough time but I forgot I had to go to DHL. I had only 10 minutes I wasn't even on 787 yet. I got there and it was 7:00 there was a guy in there filling out a paper. DHL always closes before 7:00 but not today! Todah Yahweh!

myspace transfer

Here are a few blogs from my myspace , I have been having trouble since I started it. Rows of words were consistently disappearing. One time I had to use #0 for the words to stay there. If I have problems with this site it must be user error.