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Monday, June 21, 2021

First Love

 “They hear me but do not listen.”Yeshua said to me that day. I was so close, I could almost touch them. I wanted to shake them awake. From above it look like a giant bullseye and they we’re all going to the center, falling in. On the outside edge, Yeshua was so close to them but their nefesh(hearts) were so far, hardened and unavailable. Relying on their own merits of being a good Christian, praying but not surrendering to His will, not being intimate with Abba and hearing His Spirit. Their first love was themselves. They are not ready to be His Bride. They were already divorced in their eyes, walking with the world and it’s religion. How can a bride be intimate with her husband, if she doesn’t seek him and runs off doing her own thing? They are too busy doing things of the Lord without the power of the Holy Spirit. The only way you can do the gifts of the Spirit is with the power of the Holy Spirit. She will guiding you to do Abba’s will for you, She knows what is in His Heart. 1 Corinthians 2:6-15, Paul talks about The Holy Spirit searches the deep things of God. In verses 10-12, No one knows the things of God except the Spirit of God. Yeshua has warned us He said, In Rev. 2:4-5 to the Church of Ephesus “ 4. Nevertheless I have against you that you left your first love. 5. Therefore you must remember from where you have fallen and you must now repent and you must do the works you did at first: and if not, I am coming to you and I shall remove your menorah from its place, if you would not repent.” Seek Him with all your heart before it’s too late.

I Never Knew You

(Matt. 7:21-23)

21. “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord. Lord!’ will enter the Kingdom of the Heavens, but the one who does the will of My Father, the One in the heavens. 22. Many will say to Me in that Day, ‘Lord. Lord! Did we not prophesy in Your name? And we cast out demons in Your name, and we did many miracles in Your name?’ 23. And then I will declare to them that ‘I never knew you: you working without Torah (Teaching)7 must continually depart from Me.’”


The Narrow Door

(Luke 13:22-30)

22. Then He was going through city after city, and town after town, teaching and making His way to Jerusalem. 23. And someone said to Him, “Lord, are those being saved just a few?” But He said to them, 24. “You must continually strive to enter through the narrow door, because many, I say to you, will seek to enter, but they will not be strong enough. 25. Whenever the Master of the house would rise and shut the door and you would begin to stand outside and to knock on the door saying, ‘Sir, you must immediately open to us,’ then He will say to you, ‘I do not know you or where you are from.’ 26. Then you will begin to say, ‘We ate and drank in Your presence and You taught in our streets:’ 27. and He will speak, saying to you, ‘I do not know you or where you are from: you must immediately depart from Me, all you workers of unrighteousness.’ 28. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth there, when you would see Abraham and Isaac and Jacob and all the prophets in the Kingdom of God, but you being cast outside. 29. Then they will be present from east and west and from north and south and they will recline in the Kingdom of God. 30. And behold those who are first will be last and those who are last will be first.”


Sunday, June 20, 2021

Full Circle

How far down the rabbit hole do you really want to go? There are many things I can say but without the Holy Spirit inside you, giving you discernment, you will push them off and harden your heart. People are so set in their ways but they really don’t know what they’re doing because they don’t have that intimacy with the Father. Yeshua told Nicodemus in John 3:12 “If I said earthly things to you and you do not believe, how are you to believe if I would say the heavenly things to you?”How long did it take for Abraham not to know who Abba was, with Noah & his kids still around? At one point Noah’s descendants rejected God and started their own religion of idols. How did Satan’s deceive & get a hold of them? Teaching them not to trust, creating situations that makes it look like God doesn’t love them. It’s like a mirror image of today. Can’t we just say it’s a lack of intimacy? Noah had intimacy with Abba, did his kids? How far did the Apple really have to fall for them not to know who Abba is. History repeating itself, even with Yeshua there, the millennial reign will have the same problems.

    The Bible seems to have that one missing thing that ties it all together, The Holy Spirit! For the most part, She is now called a he! How crazy is that! What satan meant for evil, Abba turns it for good. How powerful the early church was when they walked in the Spirit, just as Yeshua walked. Satan knew he had to get rid of Her. The knowledge and intimacy of the Spirit, the early church had, was quenched! 

    In 325AD, The early church movement was DOA. The the so-called church leaders had quenched the Holy Spirit and they were the ones responsible to assembled the Bible? The council of Nicaea destroyed the Jewish roots, quench the Holy Spirit, and created a new religion. How laughable is that at the very thing that they had missing, they made sure it wasn’t in the Bible. The knowledge of the Holy Spirit was gone and the Catholic Church rained. They forced worshiping on Sunday, changing God’s authority. Even Origin bosted how he took parts out of the Bible that didn’t follow his way of thinking. Satan’s master plan was in the works. He knew how powerful the word of God was. Even when satan was trying to destroy the bible, Abba allowed this purposely, why? Abba had an ace up his sleeve. Just like the many parables in the Bible, this is one big huge parable that is missed by the institutional church. Only the people that truly hear the Holy Spirit in them, know who She is and does His will, like the early church. Yeshua’s true Bride will be emerging. Having true intimacy with the Father once again, sharing His Spirit and doing the things that Yeshua did and even greater. Talk about separating the wheat from the tares. Satan will do his best to keep intimacy away from God’s kids using things to distract them, keep them away from His word but Abba has a plan, our Daddy cares for us and wants intimacy with Him. This always reminds me of the fictional story I had read, “The Next Level” By David Gregory. In the end, Logan had to choose, “The director leaned forward. “Logan you’re right. You may never please your father by learning from me.” He smiled warmly “but you will please mine.”

    Several weeks ago, I was talking to Abba, asking him who will persecute us in the end times? He said simply, “The Church” I thought “Wait! What! No way! How is that, augggh, nooooo!” It finally sunk in. It was plain as day, right in front of my eyes. Soon, the world will see a great revival. His Bride will be One, we will have intimacy with the Father, hearing His Spirit, doing things Yeshua did. Jew & Gentile become one once again. With that, satan will have an equal and opposite “Church” to replace the Bride, deceiving God’s kids. Just like the past, the so-called “Church” will rise up with the Antichrist(anti-Messiah) he will be Jewish because Yeshua is Jewish.  A fake Jew & Gentile one world religion, wielding much power, showing signs & wonders. Creating rules and regulations that goes against the 10 Commandments and persecute those who follows the “Jewish way” and worship on Shabbat. Ron Wyatt spoke of this and said “When the Mark of the beast law is passed or enforced Sunday Law.” Right now, the “Church” is fractioned and focused on helping their own but in the end the real threat will be from within. 


Matthew 7:21-23


21. “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord. Lord!’ will enter the Kingdom of the Heavens, but the one who does the will of My Father, the One in the heavens. 22. Many will say to Me in that Day, ‘Lord. Lord! Did we not prophesy in Your name? And we cast out demons in Your name, and we did many miracles in Your name?’ 23. And then I will declare to them that ‘I never knew you: you working without Torah (Teaching) must continually depart from Me.’”








Saturday, May 29, 2021

In Conclusion

Due to the pandemic, I work from home now, big change. My desk is up against my bookshelf and as I sit there, I see all the different Christian authors telling me what I need to believe. Between me & my mom’s books, we have a lot. I think way too much in fact. This reminds me of what King Solomon spoke about in Ecclesiastes 12v 11-12 “The words of the wise are like goads and the words of the masters of assemblies are fastened like nails, which are given from one shepherd. And further than these, my son, be ADMONISHED: of making many books there is no end, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.”


So what is King Solomon saying? Everybody is going to have their version of “religion” the making of many books is endless and studying is weary to the body but he then says, “In conclusion: Revere God and keep His commandments: for this is the whole man. For God will bring every work into judgment, concerning every hidden thing, whether it is good, or whether it is evil.” I think of it this way, talk is cheap but our actions paints a thousand words, hearing The Spirit.

      In Conclusion, are we going to surround ourselves with knowledge, books galore, no need for The Helper or are we going to take the road lest taken? Intimacy with the Father, hearing His Spirit and walking as Yeshua walked. The choice is really ours. Tell me this day, who do you choose?

Monday, January 25, 2021

The Third Phase

There have been several areas in the Bible that people skip over or just plain ignore like when Yeshua died & rose from the dead, so did a whole bunch of other people too. Matthew 27:52-53. It was “The Walking Alive” or Lazarus part 2. I’m sure it looked crazy. They woke up and walked out after 3 days. Tons of people were there because of Passover. The very ones that needed convincing who Yeshua is. People had to take off the clothes so they can breathe like they did for Lazarus and I’m sure the clothes stank, yuck. And yet the Jews still didn’t believe? Well in my opinion, I believe when Yeshua went to paradise to get them, the ones that had a hard time to chose and didn’t belong in Sheol, Yeshua used them and they went back. Just like today, when people go to heaven and are sent back. Anyway, so why do people ignore the “garden of eden” or “garden of the Lord” being there till the flood? It was there and it is the foreshadowing of the millennium reign.
   There are things that the garden represents in the foreshadowing. When I wrote “the day that turned back time” I wrote that, after Yeshua died & rose from the grave, the spiritual time clock of restoration started. The foreshadowing of after the flood, is what we are going through right now but the “millennium reign foreshadowing” is actually the time of when they get kicked out of the garden to the start of the flood. Now wasn’t the garden still there being guarded by the angels representing the fall and didn’t get destroyed until the flood? How it stayed there showing Adam & Eve’s sin, being kicked out and no one being allowed back in. Did Yeshua still come down to the garden? Did Yeshua talk to Cain about Able? How did people not know about Abba? They knew but their nefesh (heart) was continuously evil. Just like in the millennium reign, they will know Him but lucifer will be released and they will be deceived including the very elect. Grrrrrrrr, Yeshua is right there and yet they still reject Him!!!

   We know the Garden represents the New Jerusalem(heaven) coming down to the new heaven & earth. Revelation 21, When Abba will be living with us once again when Yeshua has death under His feet and gives back the authority to Abba but the foreshadowing time between the fall and the flood is “the millennium reign.” A restored version but still shifting the wheat from the tares before our final destination in the age to come. Paul said "For He must reign until he has put all His enemies under His feet. The last enemy that will be abolished is death." In 1 Corinthians 15:24-28 it explains what Yeshua did and what He will do, so He can hand the kingdom back over to Abba. “Then the end, when He would give over the kingdom to God and Father, when every leader and every authority and every power will be brought to an end. For it is necessary for Him to reign until the time when He would place all His enemies under His feet. Death is the last enemy being abolished: for “He subjected all things under His feet.” (Ps. 8:7) and when He would say that all things have been subjected it is clear that the One who subjects all things to Messiah is Himself excepted but when all things would be subject to Him, then also the Son Himself would have been subjected to the One Who subjected all things to Him, so that God would be all in all.”

     So what will the millennium reign be like? I was only told it will be different. Like thats going to help but I know not all of us are going to be there. It says in Revelation 20:4-6, it speaks of only the people that died during the tribulation. I know this much, I was there with my kids & my husband and I saw my wedding. I also know Paul says all must give an account. Yeshua needs to sift the wheat from the tares. That can’t happen if all your life you were in the New Jerusalem(heaven). The babies that were aborted/ killed, children before 13, people whom were mentally ill and those who couldn’t choose, etc...all must give an account. I also hope I get to spend that 7 years in the New Jeruaslem(heaven) before we go back. I’m thinking Abba will rapture us but we will be in suspension, a holding pattern, till tribulation is over. Then we will come back with the ones that must give an account, with the ones who died during tribulation and the ones who are on the earth. Remember, time is nothing to Abba. The ark represents the rapture. We will be in the third phase of the earth. I also know one thing, the ones that get saved during the tribulation, are going to be even more surer of their salvation and be able to witness to the most hardened of hearts. We will need that, because even the very elect will be deceived.

Sunday, January 17, 2021

"Sit at my right hand....."

     Abba says to Yeshua “Sit at my right hand, till I make your enemy your footstool.” Psalm 110vs1. The “Right hand” is considered a Hebrew idiom of power & strength. It can also represents salvation. I see it as Abba has given Yeshua all the authority and all power to deal with sin and to put death under His feet. Abba is still God and has some things set by His own authority but Abba could never be the sacrificial lamb and lower Himself in authority. He can give that authority to His son to do it as a representative of Himself and Yeshua does the will of His father. Yeshua is “I AM.” Only Yeshua could open that scroll and he did. Yeshua loved us so much that he wanted to open the scroll and save us. He could have said “no way dad, I’m not doing it!” I’m sure Abba also knew when He created Yeshua, He had to be the sacrificial lamb if He created us.

     There is also another aspect to this, when I was in heaven, all the males who had wives were always on their right. When Yeshua is with me, He is always on my right side. It is a placement of authority. We need to understand this. Yeshua is our husband and the church is His bride. He is in authority over us. What is a roll of a bride? To be submissive? No, we are helpers! Yes, Yeshua is in authority but it also says we are to respect our husband. We must truly understand what it is to be a bride and not the disrespectful version from the institutional church, who has no clue who Yeshua is or what it takes to be intimate. Men cannot be abusive to their wives. What does the Bible say who the Holy Spirit is? It says “The Helper”. We are to walk as Yeshua walks with “The Helper”. Once we understand on how being a bride to Yeshua, both male & females, we will understand who we are, who the Holy Spirit is and walk as Yeshua walked.


Ephesians 5 vs 21-33

“Being subject to one another in reverent fear of Messiah, wives to their own husbands as to the Lord, because a husband is head of his wife as also the Messiah is head of the congregation, He is savior of the body: but as the congregation is subject to the Messiah, so also should wives be subject to their husbands in everything. Husbands, you must continually love your wives, just as the Messiah also loved the congregation and gave Himself over on her behalf, so that He would sanctify His wife, the congregation, the bride, making her pure by washing with the word of Torah (Teaching), in order that He would present for Himself the glorious congregation, not having spot or wrinkle or any of such things, but so that His bride would be holy and without blemish. In this way husbands are obligated to love their own wives as their own bodies. The one who loves his own wife loves himself. For no one ever hated his own flesh but nourishes and cherishes it, just as also the Messiah nourishes and cherishes the congregation, because we are members of His body. “For this reason a man will leave his father and his mother and be faithfully devoted to his wife, and the two will be in one flesh.” (Gen. 2:24) This mystery is great: now I say this in Messiah then in respect to the congregation. But then you one by one, each must continually love his own wife just as himself, and that the wife should respect her husband.”

Thursday, January 14, 2021

Dayenu!


Psalm 91
1. He that dwells in the secret place of the Most High will abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
2. I will say of the LORD*, He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in Him will I trust.
3. Surely He will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the destructive pestilence.
4. He will cover you with His feathers and under His wings you will find refuge; His truth will be your shield and buckler.
5. You will not be afraid of the terror by night, nor of the arrow that flies by day, 
6. nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness, nor of the destruction that wastes at noonday.
7. A thousand will fall at your side and ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.
8. Only with your eyes will you behold and see the reward of the wicked.
9. Because you have made the LORD*, Who is my refuge, the Most High, your habitation, 
10. there will no evil befall you, neither will any plague come near your dwelling.
11. For He will give His angels charge over you, to keep you in all your Ways.
12. They will bear you up in the palms of their hands, lest you dash your foot against a stone.(Matt. 4:6, Luke 4:10, 11)
13. You will tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the serpent you will trample under feet.
14. Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him. I will set him on high because he has known My name.
15. He will call upon Me and I will answer him. I AM with him in trouble. I will deliver him and honor him.
16. With long life will I satisfy him and show him My salvation.