A Slow fade

    Being in the book of Hebrews can be sobering. Yom Kippur is coming up and in chapter 12, it is pretty much about discipline.

     Growing up, we always had discipline in our life and yes, getting spanked was one of them. But have you ever been disciplined by Yeshua? I can tell you one thing it’s not fun. The first time I can remember getting disciplined by Him I was four years old. I wanted something and I was being told no. I got very angry and locked myself in the bathroom upstairs & started taking the shampoo, toothpaste and other stuff and pouring it down the sink. There were six of us kids and money was very tight all the time and I knew it even at four. Yeshua told me to stop. I kept on doing it. He was telling me it wasn’t nice to do that and the family needed it. Then He did something that I would never have expected. He locked me in the bathroom. I was terrified. I could not unlock it. My dad tried to get me out but the butter knife didn’t even work. Yeshua told me he would let me leave if I promise not to ever do that ever again. I agreed and He unlocked it.  The Holy Spirit would also be upset if I didn’t listen or obey. 

      Even as a believer we still have to deal with sin even up till death. But the more we seek Him, getting into His presence, we start replacing our will with His Will and getting the Word inside us to break free of it. We also have to watch out it sneaking up on us. When I’m not in worship and distracted with things around me I start getting more and more angry & frustrated. I’m starting to lose that living water inside me. Becoming more and more compromised. So it is really important to keep that intimacy with them. 

 I do have to say that Abba is the only one that has never ever gotten upset with me. He acts like a giant Grandpa even though he’s our dad but Yeshua was given all authority and judgment till the new heaven and earth. Then He will give it back to Him. Abba only sees the finished work that Yeshua has done in me. If i didn’t have that, I would have never been able to be in His presence and have The Helper in me.

Hebrews 12

    We also, therefore, since we have so great a host of witnesses surrounding us, after we have put off every weight and the easily distracting sin, would ourselves, patiently steadfast, run the race that is set before us fixing our eyes on the Author and Finisher of the Faith, Y’shua, Who, to obtain the joy set before Him, endured the cross, having despised the shame of it, He sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. For you must now consider the One Who endured such hostility as this toward Himself by the sinners, so that you would not be weary, losing heart in your inmost beings. Thus you in your struggling with sin have not resisted to a bloody death. And you have forgotten the exhortation, which speaks to you as sons, “My son, you must not ever make lightly of the discipline of the Lord and you must not ever lose courage by His reproving: for whom the Lord loves He disciplines, and He punishes every son whom He accepts.” (Pro. 12) 3:11, Endure discipline: God deals with you as sons. For what son is there whom a father does not discipline? But if you are without discipline, of which you have all become sharers, then you are illegitimate and not sons. Then indeed we have the fathers of our flesh and we respect their discipline: then will we not much more be subject to the Father of our spirits and live? For indeed they were disciplining for a few days according to what seemed good to them, but He for our advantage to make us sharers of His holiness. And indeed no discipline at the time seems to be joy but grief, but later it would yield the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those being trained by it. On this account you must immediately strengthen the weakened hands and the disabled knees, and you must continually make a straight path for your feet, so that the lame would not now be twisted, but rather would be immediately healed. Warning against Rejecting God’s Grace You must continually pursue peace and holiness with all, without which no one will see the Lord, seeing to it that no one fails to partake of the grace of God, so no root of bitterness would spring up and through it many would be defiled. No one should be immoral or profane like Esau, who in exchange for food gave his own birthrights. (Gen. 25:33, 34) For you know then that afterward, when he wanted to inherit the blessing, he was rejected, for he did not find a place of repentance although he searched for it with tears. (Gen. 27:30-40) For you have not approached Mount Sinai, which can be touched and was being burned by fire and was in darkness and gloom and storm nor by a shofar sound or by spoken words, which when they heard they begged that no further message be given to them, for they were not bearing patiently that which was commanded, “If a beast would even touch the mountain, it will be stoned:” (Exod. 19:12, 13) and so it was a fearful spectacle. Moses said, “I am terrified” (Deut. 9:19) and trembling. But you have come to Mount Zion and the city of the Living God, heavenly Jerusalem, and thousands of angels, in festal assembly and to the congregation of the Firstborn, whose names have been written in the heavens and to God, judge of all, and to spirits of the righteous who have been perfected and to the Mediator of a new covenant, Y’shua, and to sprinkled blood that speaks a more useful message than Abel’s. See that you would not reject for yourselves the One Who speaks: for if those who refused to hear did not escape the warning on earth by a man, how much more we, if we reject the One from the heavens, Whose voice shook the earth then, but now He promises saying, “Yet once again I shall shake not only the earth but also heaven.” (Exod. 19:18, Jdg. 5:4, Ps. 68:9) And “Yet once again” shows the transfer of the shakings as having been done, so that those that are not being, and cannot be, shaken would remain. On this account we should be thankful, since we are taking for ourselves an unshakable kingdom, through which we could serve God in an acceptable manner with reverence and awe: for our God is also a consuming fire. (Deut. 4:24; 9:3, Isa. 33:14)

Actions have words

      Growing up, I had a really hard time at English. Wasn’t a great reader and I was lucky to even get a D in English, but I know what a verb is. It is an action word. 

Now in Christian verbiage, Hebrews 11:1 has become a very famous quote

Hebrews 11:1

NKJV

Now faith is confidence in what we hope forand assurance about what we do not see.

But in the CJB version, they don’t use the word faith they use the word trust

CJB

Trusting is being confident of what we hope for, convinced about things we do not see.

I like this version better. People throw the “faith word” around and never really understand it. They say it in multiple versus meanings in different ways. When I was a baby Christian, one of my coworkers asked me “then tell me about faith.” It was an obvious setup from Satan because he knew it was never understood by the standard Christian. At that moment, I couldn’t answer it. But as I have received more understanding, it became clear to me, that faith was just an action word. With the real word should been trust and even obedience.

In Habakkuk 2:4, we have the same word swap instead of what it should be. Using faith every time, it muddies the word meaning making it unclear and it should have been trust.

Habakkuk 2:4

NKJV

“Behold the proud,
His soul is not upright in him;
But the just shall live by his faith.

CJB

“Look at the proud: he is inwardly not upright;
but the righteous will attain life through trusting faithfulness.

I wrote this a while back;

When we believe in something we are putting our trust into it. Because you will believe in what you trust. Faith is the action of our beliefs. Hebrews 11:1 "Trusting (faith) is being confident of what we hope for, convinced about things we do not see." CJB When I taught the 8 to 12 years old kids, I explained it this way. The outlet represents what you believe in "your belief" and the plug & cord is "your faith" you will always do what you believe or trust in because you are "plugging in" and giving power to your faith in what you believe but remember likewise we can do that with unbelief as well. If we plug our faith into our unbelief, we are getting power from that unbelief by putting trust into our unbelief. If we don't believe in what to hope for, then we are going to have no trust (faith).

Hebrews 11

Complete Jewish Bible

Trusting is being confident of what we hope for, convinced about things we do not see. It was for this that Scripture attested the merit of the people of old.

By trusting, we understand that the universe was created through a spoken word of God, so that what is seen did not come into being out of existing phenomena.

By trusting, Hevel offered a greater sacrifice than Kayin; because of this, he was attested as righteous, with God giving him this testimony on the ground of his gifts. Through having trusted, he still continues to speak, even though he is dead.

By trusting, Hanokh was taken away from this life without seeing death — “He was not to be found, because God took him away” — for he has been attested as having been, prior to being taken away, well pleasing to God. And without trusting, it is impossible to be well pleasing to God, because whoever approaches him must trust that he does exist and that he becomes a Rewarder to those who seek him out.

By trusting, Noach, after receiving divine warning about things as yet unseen, was filled with holy fear and built an ark to save his household. Through this trusting, he put the world under condemnation and received the righteousness that comes from trusting.

By trusting, Avraham obeyed, after being called to go out to a place which God would give him as a possession; indeed, he went outwithout knowing where he was going. 

By trusting, he lived as a temporary resident in the Land of the promise, as if it were not his, staying in tents with Yitz’chak and Ya‘akov, who were to receive what was promised along with him. For he was looking forward to the city with permanent foundations, of which the architect and builder is God.

By trusting, he received potency to father a child, even when he was past the age for it, as was Sarah herself; because he regarded the One who had made the promise as trustworthy. Therefore this one man, who was virtually dead, fathered descendants

as numerous as the stars in the sky,
and as countless as the grains of the sand on the seashore.

All these people kept on trusting until they died, without receiving what had been promised. They had only seen it and welcomed it from a distance, while acknowledging that they were aliens and temporary residents on the earth. For people who speak this way make it clear that they are looking for a fatherland. Now if they were to keep recalling the one they left, they would have an opportunity to return; but as it is, they aspire to a better fatherland, a heavenly one. This is why God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared for them a city.

By trusting, Avraham, when he was put to the test, offered up Yitz’chak as a sacrifice. Yes, he offered up his only son, he who had received the promises, to whom it had been said, “What is called your ‘seed’ will be in Yitz’chak.” For he had concluded that God could even raise people from the dead! And, figuratively speaking, he did so receive him.

By trusting, Yitz’chak in his blessings over Ya‘akov and Esav made reference to events yet to come. By trusting, Ya‘akov, when he was dying, blessed each of Yosef’s sons, leaning on his walking-stick as he bowed in prayer.

By trusting, Yosef, near the end of his life, remembered about the Exodus of the people of Isra’el and gave instructions about what to do with his bones.

By trusting, the parents of Moshe hid him for three months after he was born, because they saw that he was a beautiful child, and they weren’t afraid of the king’s decree.

By trusting, Moshe, after he had grown up, refused to be called the son of Pharaoh’s daughter. He chose being mistreated along with God’s people rather than enjoying the passing pleasures of sin. He had come to regard abuse suffered on behalf of the Messiah as greater riches than the treasures of Egypt, for he kept his eyes fixed on the reward.

By trusting, he left Egypt, not fearing the king’s anger; he persevered as one who sees the unseen. 

By trusting, he obeyed the requirements for the Pesach, including the smearing of the blood, so that the Destroyer of the firstborn would not touch the firstborn of Isra’el. By trusting, they walked through the Red Sea as through dry land; when the Egyptians tried to do it, the sea swallowed them up.

By trusting, the walls of Yericho fell down — after the people had marched around them for seven days.

By trusting, Rachav the prostitute welcomed the spies and therefore did not die along with those who were disobedient. What more should I say? There isn’t time to tell about Gid‘on, Barak, Shimshon, Yiftach, David, Sh’mu’el and the prophets; who, through trusting, conquered kingdoms, worked righteousness, received what was promised, shut the mouths of lions, quenched the power of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, had their weakness turned to strength, grew mighty in battle and routed foreign armies. Women received back their dead resurrected; other people were stretched on the rack and beaten to death, refusing to be ransomed, so that they would gain a better resurrection. Others underwent the trials of being mocked and whipped, then chained and imprisoned. They were stoned, sawed in two, murdered by the sword; they went about clothed in sheepskins and goatskins, destitute, persecuted, mistreated, wandering about in deserts and mountains, living in caves and holes in the ground! The world was not worthy of them!

All of these had their merit attested because of their trusting. Nevertheless, they did not receive what had been promised, because God had planned something better that would involve us, so that only with us would they be brought to the goal.

‘To an Unknown God’

         Lately I’ve been seeing a lot of people trying to understand why they have to know who God is. They say that why did he even create me so he could put me in hell. This greaves my spirit so much. That is the farthest from the truth. These statements reminds me of the movie, “butterfly effect, director’s cut.” The end scene was so evil the director made the same statement. Why are we even here? We should be killed before we are even born. That thought process is straight from the pit of hell!

The whole reason why we are here is to know who God (Abba) is and to have intimacy with Him. To be with our dad. We are His kids but He wants us to want Him. Since sin has entered our life, our spirit man has died and we can no longer be before Abba. Any sin would be destroyed near Him. We would be erased from existence and Abba will not kill anyone. It is not in His nature. It is impossible. That's why when we don't accept Yeshua, we get put in hell (only designed for the fallen angels) because we can't be with the Father without ceasing to exist, that's why Yeshua had to die on the cross to take our sin so we can be one with Abba once again. Remember, he knew us before we were born. Lucifer does not want you to know that we were already together with Him before we were born. He made us. He is omnipresent. Yeshua allows us to be in the presence of the Father and have fellowship with Him once again.

Paul had the same issue when he went to Athens. In Acts 17 Paul went before the council and talked about who Abba is and how He sent Yeshua to be our sacrificial lamb.

“And after he stood in the middle of the Aero Pago, the High Council, Paul said, “Men, Athenians, I observe that in every way you are very religious. For as I was going around examining your objects of worship I even found an altar on which was written, ‘To an Unknown God.’ What then you worship without knowing it, I proclaim this to you. The God Who created the world and everything in it, this One, Who is Lord of heaven and earth, does not live in sanctuaries made by human hands. Neither is He served by human hands, as if He needed anything, because He gives life and breath and everything to everyone. From one man He made every nation of men to settle upon all the face of the earth, after He determined fixed times and the boundaries of their habitations. God is seeking to find whether they would even seek after tokens of Him and find Him, and truly He is not far from any one of us. ‘For in Him we live and move and have our being,’ as also some of your own poets have said, ‘For we are also the offspring.’ So, since we are offspring of God we ought not to think that the divine is like gold or silver or stone, a mark of skill, or thought of man. So then, although God has overlooked a time of ignorance, now He is ordering people everywhere to repent for everything because He established a Day in which He is going to judge the world in righteousness, by a man Whom He appointed, when He gave assurance to all the faithful by having raised Him out from the dead.” 

Abba, please make your Spirit known to people and why they are here. Show them who you are in the mighty name of Yeshua!

On earth as it is in heaven

      On earth as it is in heaven, it’s literal. When I was up there in heaven, I was aware of what my body was able to do. In Heaven, you’re in the spirit. You have wings, you have binocular eyes, nothing can hurt you. So when you are in the water, you can play in the water spouts, whirlpools, riptides. Everybody’s having fun playing in them. One time, I was so happy to see my friend. I leaped up and jumped in their arms. We fell back, and I initially felt the hurt on my arms for a second, but immediately the pain went away. You only talk through your Nefesh because technically you’re in the spirit up there.

       I was talking to Yeshua about it when I was reading Luke 4:28. “And when they heard these things everyone in the synagogue was filled with rage and when they stood up they drove Him outside the city to the brow of the hill on which their city had been built so that they could throw Him down but then He went through the middle of them and left.” When I was reading the verses, it reminded me of the time when my mom went to the store. I was very young then and it was very late at night when she went. She was in the checkout when the man behind her was visibly drunk. He was spewing hateful words at her. The cashier was in shock. Yeshua had covered her ears and did not allowed her to hear what he was saying. She walks out and the man gets in his car and start driving it straight at her. She turns and sees him coming. She immediately goes in the spirit and sees a hand come down in front of the car and he crashes into the hand. He doesn’t understand why his car did that. She sees with her binocular eyes him shaking his head, not understanding what happened. She was very peaceful the whole time when it happened. She gets in her car and drives away. 

      So when I was reading that verse, Yeshua was showing me, everything that is up there, is down here. So when Yeshua calm the waves, heals people, walks through the crowd in the Spirit, it is on earth as it is in heaven through the power of the Holy Spirit. I can go down so many rabbit holes with this. And it’s really critical that we have the Holy Spirit in us to do the Will of God. Having a heaven connection. So when people talk about having seen buildings filled with body parts, our tears are collected etc. it is because it’s on earth as it is in heaven. Everything we think is nothing down here, means something up there. I talk about the 18 inch drop from our head knowledge to our heart (nefesh) knowledge. Once we understand that connection from heaven to here, we will be able to do things with the Holy Spirit. Life and death are in the tongue. Remember everything that Yeshua did here, we are able to do as well. He told me He had to do it, so we could do it. I’m still trying to chew on that one. It is really critical we have intimacy with the Father, hear His Spirit, and obey Yeshua to do our Father’s Will just like He did!

The Spirit Realm

   This is long overdue. I have been putting this one off for a long time only because I’m afraid of what people would do after gaining the knowledge and do evil from the spirit realm. With all this talk of aliens, actually demons, I think it’s time that people knew the truth.

  From the beginning, Adam bit the fruit in disobedience. He saw Eve eating the fruit, not dying, having her eyes opened. Instead of knocking that fruit out of her hand, he took it from her and ate. I wonder at that moment how much of a loss he noticed besides being naked. Remember on earth as it is in heaven, it’s literal. In Heaven, you’re in the spirit. You have wings, you have binocular eyes, nothing can hurt you so in the water, you see water spouts, whirlpools riptide, and everybody’s having fun playing in them. You only talk through your Nefesh because technically you’re in the spirit there. Adam’s abilities had to changed but I don’t know to what extent because it was still a pre-flood earth. There there were eventually Nephilim roaming the earth. They had the ability to go in and out of the spirit realm. They had knowledge beyond and we did not. Satan used our bodies to make his giants. But when Abba brought the flood, they all lost their physical bodies. Now they’re just like the demons without a body. Since then, the Earth has changed because of Noah’s flood but it’s really not talked about in the word. I’m sure there is other info is out there but it’s being hidden purposely. Just like Noah’s Ark & Mt. al-Lawz was hidden until Ron Wyatt called it out by Abba giving him the locations. He says the Ark of the covenant will be revealed when the Sundays laws are enacted. Not a coincidence.

     These things are hidden purposely. Till the times of the gentiles are fulfilled. There is a mass explosion of intel coming through. We see that they are disclosing things about aliens. The CIA had used the demonic for their hidden programs that used Astro projection. The Stargate project. To steal hidden items from other countries. No matter what, being in the spirit realm is really horrific helping the demons. That is where Lucifer resides and does his evil to the children of God thru the sons of God that choose it.

   So what is good and bad about being in the spirit realm? 

The number one reason good is to be in front of His throne, face-to-face, and the only way to get there, is through the Holy Spirit. Now remember Satan does things equal-opposite. Whatever you do legally, he turns it into an illegal way or sinful way.

   So to go before Abba’s throne, worship is involved or focusing on Abba, Yeshua & the Holy Spirit. To concentrate on his love for us what he has done in our life to have a true love for Abba. It’s the same with Astro projection but you’re concentrating on Abba. Yeshua told me why using a picture of Him won’t do it. It needs to come from your Nefesh(heart). When your intimate with your love, where do you feel it? It’s always on the left side below where your pancreas is. When you are in the spirit, your mind is shut off and your Nefesh takes over. It just pours out of your spirit whatever is in your heart it just comes from it that’s why we have to guard our hearts. John said “God is spirit; and worshippers must worship him in spirit & truth.”

Abba is there because he can’t be around sin. That’s why Yeshua has been given authority to destroy death and give it back to Abba in the age to come. Everyone was in paradise until Yeshua died & rose. Now we can boldly go before His throne. And yes, Abba has a body. We were made in His image. Now granite from the chest up, I could not see His face because my body is not dead yet but he did allow me to kiss his cheek and he doesn’t have a beard like Yeshua does. Being in the spirit you feel his emotions. Because you are one with them. 

    So the opposite of going in the spirit legally is illegally. And one of the ways people access the demonic is Astro projection. Saul knew Samuel was in paradise. He had a witch to contact Samuel. There was much knowledge back then now it’s coming back 100 fold. This is the part where it gets really bad. Remember the Nephilim lost their bodies and the only way they could be back on this earth is using us as a vessel. The “aliens” flee when you call the name of Jesus! Going in the spirit can be achieved in many ways. Any demonic means like Ouija board, Astro projection, even objects demons can go into to get into you and destroy your life. When people go into the spirit realm illegally for the demonic, they do that to put curses on people, interrupt them, rape them, try to kill them and injure them. Remember you go in there, you’re a sitting duck. Lucifer will just use you and toss you to the side. You think you’re doing great things for him, but he’s just using you to destroy the people of God and your life. He never wants you to find out the truth. He inverts spirit and truth to his demonic truths of lies. He will give you emotions that are in sin. Feeling for same sex relationships, have you to do evil it’s not just your desires, he control & convinces you to agree & accept to sin. If you don’t have that 18” drop in your nefesh of His truth, you will do your will not His. Howard Pittman’s testimony stated that only 2.5% would have made it into heaven in 1979. That is a crazy thought, especially when they had that huge Jesus movement. We need to have intimacy with the Father, hear His Spirit & obey Yeshua!

   Abba open the hearts and minds. Give us the knowledge of how to defeat their control and stop their ability to hurt us from our lack of knowledge.

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