Sunday, June 23, 2019

No Hope!




This is really sad. It was asked "How do you manipulate them?" Lucifer's answer was, No Hope. How can we as a society be so easily knocked over as with no hope. People commit suicide with no hope, people who lost others walk in no hope, people who grew up with no fathers or mothers and don't have a surrogate to step in, operate in no hope. So what do we do as a church body to help them overcome? by having intimacy with the Father, hearing His Spirit and obedience to Yeshua. The body of Christ needs the intimacy back and obedience to the Spirit. As Paul says “Don’t quench the Holy Spirit!”

God will show the ten commandments to the world

The Ark of The Covenant - arkfiles.net

Saturday, March 23, 2019

Thursday, January 10, 2019

Saturday, April 21, 2018

The Rubber Ball

    Did you ever noticed how the Bible follows the Ten Commandments form? What I mean is, you got the Tanakh representing the first five commandments then the Gospel & writings representing the last of the commandments. I remember a pastor once speaking about the first five commandments represent how we interact with Abba and the last five commandments is for His kids. It is definitely the same with the Bible. The Tanakh is how we have interacted with Abba and the gospels & writings show how we interact with our neighbors. Aren’t we representing Yeshua here on earth? And what are we representing? God’s love.
    One day, a few years ago, I was driving to work and talking to Abba. I don’t remember how I got on the subject but I asked why lucifer is that way and God’s agape love. Yeshua said to me “it would take to long” referring to my “God’s agape love” comment but then He starts to show me a brief glimpse in my spirit how Abba operates. The best way I can explain it is using this analogy, the rubber ball.
     Now think as if LOVE was tangible, if it had a molecular structure like a rubber bouncing ball. Now this ball of rubber cannot be a cookie or a motorcycle, it can only be a rubber ball and nothing else. Every part of its functionality operates one way. The same way on who Abba is. Abba is LOVE. He doesn’t operate outside of LOVE. His functionality operates as LOVE. Every thought, action, and deed operates as LOVE and nothing else.
     Now think as if EVIL was tangible, if it had a molecular structure like a tennis ball. It can bounce, it is round, it tries to act like the rubber ball but it can never be the same as the rubber ball. The same way who lucifer is. Everything it does is EVIL. It doesn’t operate outside of EVIL. It’s functionality operates as EVIL. Every thought, action, and deed operates as EVIL and nothing else. He is the father of it. He has the knowledge of good and evil. He is the master deceiver and anything Abba does, he will create an equal opposite to deceive and draw ABBA’s creation away from Him. Abba is LOVE and cannot operate in EVIL OR BE APART OF IT. Abba is LOVE and He sent His son Yeshua to be His intercessor to deal with EVIL and be the sacrificial lamb to take the sin away. Now we have that right to have intimacy with Abba once again.
     You see when you’re in the spirit, you mind is shut off, disconnected from your nefesh(heart). Your heart dictates what you do in the Spirit. There is no thought process. You just do it. You are what your heart is. That is why guarding our heart’s is so important! Several years ago, I was talking to Abba and He brought a friend by to say hi to me and I yelled back at them angrily and said “this is my time with Abba.” Now of course, if I wasn’t in the spirit but in my physical presence, I would never have said that but because I was in the spirit “out of the abundance of the heart...my mouth spoke” Remember the be-attitudes in Mathew? Sermon on the mount? What did Yeshua say about adultery? This is how we operate in the spirit with our nefesh.
    This is also the same way lucifer operates in the spirit. His heart is all EVIL and he is the father of it. Every function he does is EVIL. He does not operate outside of that because that is what is in his heart. As where Abba does not operate in evil. He knows good and evil but His heart only does good because He is LOVE and it pours out of Him in that way. To be His children, the way we were meant to be, we need to follow and do what His Spirit is telling us. To walk in His thoughts, His actions, His love just as a true father would want us to. To be LOVE personified as Yeshua did by following the heart of Abba by HIS Spirit. 

My Grom


Back in 2007, I got a Honda XR80 dirt bike. I had always wanted one. It was my first bike to learn on but it was not street legal and the only place I could ride it was at my house. I wanted a Honda CRF250M bike but I’m too short to ride it with a seat height at 34”. Not good for a newbie rider. So I bought a 1981 KZ250CSR D2 in 2010. I didn’t get to ride it much because of various issues and the carb kept on getting clogged. So I finally got a new carb & installed it at the end of the season 2014. So when 2015 came, it started fine but then it was dumping fuel into the engine but the bowl was low? Then it just shut off and doesn’t even start now. So I think I need to rip everything out and clean it. The bike place that would take care of the bike, the owner closed down and I definitely don’t trust the “other” shop. It is now become a project bike and I can’t even ride it anymore(sigh). I was just so frustrated. Then, a couple of months ago, I was looking up the Honda CRF250M bike and I came across a Honda Grom. My jaw dropped opened. I was so excited to see it and it looked almost like the CRF250M I wanted but small like the XR80. The seat height is at 29.5” I need 28 but I can still reached the ground well enough. So 2 weeks ago, I got it. Didn’t think to look at the weight requirements(sigh). Now I need to drop weight to ride it but I still play around in 1st gear. Getting my throttle & friction zone down. Talk about Abba putting a carrot in front of a Clydesdale, I’m still happy that I got it. I will still try to get the KZ to work. Doa’h!

Sunday, January 28, 2018

Praise

Awhile back, maybe about 15 years ago, I was brought up to Heaven. I don’t remember the reason at that time. Maybe when I saw my house or whatever reason but when I was there, I heard people singing, praising Abba. I wrote it down in one of my notebooks. I felt I should let people know and not keep it to myself the beautiful praise. Sorry it is not complete and in order but you can see what they were saying.

LIFT UP OUR HANDS
ABOVE THE EARTH 
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH 
GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH
GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
JUMP UP AND SHOUT IT OUT
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
GLORY TO HIS NAME 
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
GLORY HALLELUJAH 

Saturday, July 29, 2017

Jonathan Cahn - The Jehu/Jezebel Template

This is Awesome!!!!! Great message from Rabbi Jonathan Cahn. Sorry for the commercials but if you watch it on YouTube you can fast forward them.

Pearls of the Torah: Parashat Tzav - The Emet Principle






We now know Yeshua is our "Foundation" = Emet Bendavid

Wednesday, July 19, 2017

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Ark Files #3

3. WHAT DID THE ARK LOOK LIKE?  (Ark Files main episode 3)


Ark Files #4

4. KING OF THE ARK  (Ark Files main episode 4)








Thursday, March 2, 2017

Sunday, January 15, 2017

September 23, 2017? What's going to happen?

    


This video is definitely be well worth your time. Now what is he saying? Will we have a rapture? Will we find the Ark of the covenant? or will the times of the gentiles be fulfilled? Maybe but what I think this is really about is the fulfillment of Israel and the Jews. That's what matters! Not the obsession of the rapture or who is the antichrist is but soon the vail is coming off and they are coming back to Abba and He is running to them. They are the love of His life, the apple of His eye and they are ones who have helped let us know who we are in Him. It is about time that we return that love and showing them who the Holy Spirit is, provoking them to jealousy. Remember, we are the ones who are grafted on to their branches, not the other way around. When Yeshua sets up His kingdom, the Jewish believers, like the Tribe of Levi, will be with Yeshua in Jerusalem taking care of the things of the Lord. We, the gentile believers, are like the other 11 tribes. Pray for them. Let them know who Abba is.
      



Thursday, June 23, 2016

Good Or God



     About 2 months ago, I came across a program on "The Voyce Radio: The Gospel Sound Of Unity" radio station on my TuneIn Radio app. It was the author of "The Bait of Satan" John Bevere. Loved that book. He has his program on 8 to 8:15 am. I looked him up a couple of days ago on the app because I missed his program and found several books he did. Started listening to Good or God. The book is awesome. Well worth you time to read it or listen in my case.

Sunday, June 19, 2016

Welcome Sweet Holy Spirit

It is so sad that this song is almost nonexistent in the Christian music world. You'll never find this on the radio ever again. People have quenched the Spirit. Where is the Spirit in Christianity now?

Welcome sweet Holy Spirit
By Eddie Espinosa

Welcome sweet Holy Spirit 

Welcome to your throne 

Come and be our guest of honour 

Make our hearts your home 


How we need your presence 
How we need your peace 
How we need your ministry
And your sweet release 

Welcome sweet Holy Spirit 
Welcome to this place 
Lead us to the Father 
As we seek his face

Welcome sweet Holy Spirit 

Welcome to your throne 

Come and be our guest of honour 

Make our hearts your home 


How we need your presence 
How we need your peace 
How we need your ministry
And your sweet release 

Welcome sweet Holy Spirit 
Welcome to this place 
Lead us to the Father 
As we seek his face
As we seek his face

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

A Tale of Three Cities

A Tale of Three Cities: Where the Bible Versions Began By Pastor David F. Reagan

www.biblebelievers.com/Reagan_TALE3cities.html

To all, this is an awesome read. Well worth your time. :O)

Monday, April 11, 2016

Irreconcilable differences

Today the presidential race stopped in Albany. (oh joy) Kind of crazy what has been happening in the past few months. I know for one thing, Abba is in control and no matter who He chooses, it will be by His will not ours.
So last year in February or March, I was talking to Yeshua about the election. I don't know how I got on the subject. Probably because Obama did something that made me very upset. I was talking to him about the candidates and who should replace Obama and He said "What about Trump? I had a puzzled look on my face because Trump wasn't running for office at the time and I said to Him, it doesn't really matter if he is in office, it depends on the people who he has around him helping him make the decisions. When you're in the Spirit, you feel His emotions. It is not just hearing what He says. Remember you are one with Yeshua. So when Yeshua was suggesting Trump, it kinda reminded me of the way when Abba suggested Job.
I don't know who Abba is going to put in office but I have a funny feeling it's going to be Trump. For some reason Trump reminds me of King Nebuchadnezzar. He was arrogant but when God stepped in, he humbled himself for a time and Abba was able to use him for His purpose and of course he became arrogant again and was humbled by God then used again till the end of his days. For whatever reason why He is not using the other candidates is for His reasons and His reason only. We need to be about our father's business, to pray and hear His Spirit guiding us.

Perfect storm

Sorry, I haven't been doing the blog lately. Last year the pharmacy that compounds my thyroid medicine, because I'm allergic to the synthetic thyroid med and fillers, had to change the formula because of government regulations. When they change the formula, it messed me up and the pharmacist wouldn't believe me. It made me very sick for a long time. Finally my doctor stepped in and had them change the formula. The new formula made me even worse and I became even more hyper sensitive to MSG and other chemicals. Also at the same time, I found out my sleep apnea machine hasn't been working properly for over a year. So for almost a year, I've been out of it, sick my stomach and extremely tired. So I haven't really been able to do these blogs but I do have a lot of posts that are incomplete. I just need to finish them. They were able to put me back on my original prescription of rice flour and natural thyroid and I have a new machine now that checks and put my therapy on the computer to track, pretty cool. So I will know now when my machine is acting up.
I went through a lot with this and still don't feel 100% yet, but I know Abba with me. It was really hard wondering why He needed to allow this to happen. No matter what we go through, we need to know that he loves us and is allowing this to happen for whatever reason. We need to trust Him.