Face to Face

       There are many fallacies people have about God. He is only spirit, He does not have hands and a face, He deals with us from afar, you really can't know Him, only Jesus can relate to you....Seriously???!!!! How sad is it that people don't know who God really is. For one, he is our dad! And I love calling Him Abba, meaning daddy. Romans 8:15 says ”We cry out, Abba! Father!” In the prodigal son, Yeshua wasn’t talking about Himself! Yeshua was in constant prayer and was intimate with Him! Aren’t we supposed to follow what Yeshua did? We need to bring back the intimacy the early church had and was lost when the institutional church leaders compromise with Constantine and let him change the rules at the council of Nicea. That finally destroyed the early church and quench the Holy Spirit. The church leaders had no clue who Abba was and had no intimacy with Him or His Spirit and turned their back’s to the Jewish roots. Everything Yeshua taught and spoke on they ignored and set up their own golden calf “Religion.”

     Replacement theology flourish and the demonic reign of the catholic church began and unfortunately the institutional churches that spawned off of Catholicism still quench the Holy Spirit and have no intimacy with Abba. They exalts their pastor as Jesus. They are doing the same thing when Abba talked to His people at the base of the mountain and they just wanted Moshe to do it. Exodus 20:18-21  “All the people experienced the thunder, the lightning, the sound of the shofar, and the mountain smoking. When the people saw it, they trembled. Standing at a distance, they said to Moshe, “You, speak with us; and we will listen. But don’t let God speak with us, or we will die.” Moshe answered the people, “Don’t be afraid, because God has come only to test you and make you fear him, so that you won’t commit sins.” So the people stood at a distance, but Moshe approached the murkiness where God was.”

     Do people really want to be holy & walk in righteousness before Abba? To walk as Yeshua walked hearing the Holy Spirit and doing the will of His Dad? Moshe talked with Abba face to face. Moshe wasn’t without sin but he was holy & walk in righteousness before Abba. He even wanted to see Abba but ended up seeing His hand & back. Moshe would talk with Abba and knew Him one on one. It says in Exodus 33:11, “Adonai would speak to Moshe face to face, as a man speaks to his friend. Then he would return to the camp; but the young man who was his assistant, Y’hoshua the son of Nun, never left the inside of the tent.” So not only did Moshe talk with Abba, Joshua was there too. 

    When I wrote “Come my child, come” in my earlier blogs, I got to see Abba. He was calling me to come to Him. He was sitting on a marble white throne. I saw his hand, it was a human adult hand. From the top of His chest there was a white cloud. I couldn’t  see His face but to Abba’s right was Yeshua with His hands out to me. I ran to Him and hugged Him. As I was in His arms, I asked “do these people not hear you?” He said “they hear me but do not listen” They were so close but still couldn’t reach them. They had their backs to Yeshua. I wanted to grab them and show them Yeshua. They know who He is but they had lost their first love. Now they are just lovers of themselves, not having intimacy with Abba and quenching the Spirit out of disobedience. In the Spirit, I have kissed Abba on the cheek. I did see a little bit of His cheek but my eyes closed again. I was talking to Him and thanked Him with a kiss. He happily said “Oooh, I get a kiss too.” Plus He doesn’t have a beard like Yeshua does.

     There is nothing special to do to talk to Abba. Just be yourself. Remember “There is no secret ingredient....It’s just you.” With Abba there is no secret way to talk to Him. Seriously, there really isn’t. People in their religious mindset make it out to be that way with unbelief. It is the unbelief or lack of trust that does it. The pure in heart shall see God. What is really sad, religion is what is driving Abba away. What satan has meant for evil, Abba turns to good. People are finally starting to see religion as man made and are coming back to the truth but what is missing? Intimacy with Abba. True praise and worship music will set you nefesh (heart) on the right path but you still need that first love in your heart. Best way I can explain it is, focus on what He has done. Worship music helps but you need to get in that mindset. Focusing your love on Abba, the Spirit will do the rest. How do you know? Because you just won’t hear them, you feel their emotions. Straight in the nefesh. Where is your nefesh? Near your gut. Think of it this way. When you passionately kiss your love, where does your mind go? It feels like it is coming out of your gut. Remember. When you are in the Spirit, your brain is shut off, you don’t have the ability to stop before you speak. It flows out of your nefesh, the good & the bad. 

      Talking to Him is great but to really bring something before Abba, it needs to make that “18 drop” to your nefesh. That is what we can’t do the Holy Spirit does for us. In Romans 8:26-27 “Similarly, the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we don’t know how to pray the way we should. But the Spirit pleads on our behalf with groanings too deep for words; and the one who searches hearts knows exactly what the Spirit is thinking, because the Spirit’s pleadings for God’s people accord with God’s will. 

       It is very important to have that intimacy, to really hear them talk to us. When Yeshua talks to me He is ALWAYS on my right including when I’m in the Spirit. The Holy Spirit, She is ALWAYS on my left including when I’m in the Spirit and Abba is ALWAYS in the CENTER, Face to Face. People who go in the Spirit illegally, don’t talk to Abba. They are talking to the one who masquerades himself as an “angel of light.” The demons fear Abba. They have no authority other then what you give permission to. Mostly because of sin. 

      So what do we do next? We need to obey Him, follow His commandments, He needs us to overcome. To be not of this world, but to be sons and daughters of righteousness. To walk in the Spirit by hearing Him, doing His will like Yeshua did. We are in the last days. Most of the church just wants the rapture. Really? What are we here for then? Just to go thru the motions and say Halleluyah once in a while? What about all the people who need to know Him. We are in Gods army! Don’t shirk your duties and go awol. We must step up and become who Abba created us to be and stop being "Religious Church People" and have true intimacy with Abba and hear His Spirit, walk as Yeshua walked. He cereated us for a reason and knew it before we were born. Seek Him and do His will before it is to late.

Mercy Mercy Mercy!

 There are many factors in a person’s life that causes a person to choose to sin. Now let’s look at it this way. Are there different levels of sin? Absolutely not! Abba does not considers one sin to be above another and neither should we! We know the punishment, all sin leads to death. Every sin we do, should grieve us so much that we wouldn’t want to do it ever again. He does say, He hates some sin more than others but sin is sin to Him! There are no different levels of sin as some religions teach you. Yeshua had to die for all. In Proverbs 6:16-19  “There are six things Adonai hates, seven which he detests: a haughty look, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that plots wicked schemes, feet swift in running to do evil, a false witness who lies with every breath, and him who sows strife among brothers.” Why does he hate these the most? Because it comes from one word, Pride. Self love, no love in the nefesh(heart) for others and it is from their father, the Destroyer!

     So what does this have to do with mercy? Well for one, let’s look at what mercy is. In the 1828 Webster dictionary MERCY is defined as:

“1. That benevolence, mildness or tenderness of heart which disposes a person to overlook injuries, or to treat an offender better than he deserves; the disposition that tempers justice, and induces an injured person to forgive trespasses and injuries, and to forbear punishment, or inflict less than law or justice will warrant. In this sense, there is perhaps no word in our language precisely synonymous with mercy that which comes nearest to it is grace. It implies benevolence, tenderness, mildness, pity or compassion, and clemency, but exercised only towards offenders. Mercy is a distinguishing attribute of the Supreme Being.

The Lord is long-suffering and of great mercy forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty.” Mercy is the opposite of what Abba hates, Pride.

       I can also think of one word that is close to mercy, forgiveness. So then would unforgiveness be the equal opposite of mercy?  When you don’t forgive, you have unforgiveness in your heart. Yeshua says in Matthew 6:12,14-15 “Forgive us what we have done wrong, as we too have forgiven those who have wronged us. For if you forgive others their offenses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you; but if you do not forgive others their offenses, your heavenly Father will not forgive yours.” Forgiveness ties into everything in your life including sin. We need to be forgiven of our sins. If you want sin out of your life, you have to forgive. Because this is what it actually boils down to, love and not just any love but agape love. What Yeshua commands us to in John 13:34-35 “I am giving you a new command: that you keep on loving each other. In the same way that I have loved you, you are also to keep on loving each other. Everyone will know that you are my talmidim(disciples) by the fact that you have love for each other.” That is what changes you. Mercy is the action of love towards people that comes from your nefesh(heart). So the lying, backbiting, strife...etc won’t be in there. That’s why Peter said “Love covers a multitude of sin” The opposite of that would be unforgiveness. You also just can’t forget the hurt, thinking you forgave them, because it will always resurface. You will still have that angst when you think about them. The feeling should be the sadness of the situation and to pray for them. That would be true forgiveness, true agape love. Having no mercy, unforgiveness would eat you from the insides but spiritually speaking, it corrupts your nefesh and destroys you from having a true relationship with Abba, hearing His Spirit & doing His will. That’s what we all need to do, grow, mature and be merciful. 

For Such a Time as This by Marty Goetz

In the beginning....”The Alpha and Omega!“

The Shot Heard 'Round the World!

Schoolhouse Rock - Fireworks

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Be'libi Tzafanti “In My Heart I Have Hidden”

Psalm 119: 11-13

Be'libi tzafanti  [In my heart I've hidden]
Imratecha  [Your word o Lord]
Le'ma'an lo echta lach  [That I may not sin against You]

Be'libi tzafanti
Imratecha
Le'ma'an lo echta lach

Be'libi tzafanti
Imratecha
Le'ma'an lo echta lach

Baruch atah Adonai  [Blessed are you o Lord]
Lamdeni chukeicha  [Teach me the way of Your word]
Bis'fatai siparti  [Now with my lips I proclaim]

Kol mishpatei picha [I will choose your ways]

Be'libi tzafanti
Imratecha
Le'ma'an lo echta lach

Be'libi tzafanti
Imratecha
Le'ma'an lo echta lach

Be'libi tzafanti
Imratecha
Le'ma'an lo echta lach

Baruch atah Adonai
Lamdeni chukeicha
Bis'fatai siparti
Kol mishpatei picha

In my heart I've hidden
Your word o Lord
That I may not sin against You

In my heart I've hidden
Your word o Lord
That I may not sin against You

Blessed are you o Lord
Teach me the way of Your word
Now with my lips I proclaim
I will choose your ways

Baruch atah Adonai
Lamdeni chukeicha
Bis'fatai siparti
Kol mishpatei picha

Be'libi tzafanti
Imratecha
Le'ma'an lo echta lach

Be'libi tzafanti
Imratecha
Le'ma'an lo echta lach

The Overcomer

     What makes people overcome? Relationship with God! You take that away and people will die spiritually, dead men walking. The institutional church is famous for that. In the movie “overcomer” by the Kendrick brothers, they had focus on repentance and beginning a new life in God. The standard institutional church’s scripture bandaid, 2 Corinthians 5:17 “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.” But there is so much more to that. We have become more than just new, we have become one with Abba now. The Holy Spirit is inside, to guide us, Yeshua our Rabbi, to teach us and Abba to be our Daddy, loving and caring for us! So how do we overcome? Let’s look at the spiritual side of things first. 

      Lucifer the Destroyer. A fallen angel who wants to destroy us and any part of Abba’s creation. He rules in the spirit realm on earth and in the heavens. His nefesh is all hate. It consumes him. Every action, every deed tells all. He uses his demons to put thoughts in our head and to give us feelings inside of us that are not our own. He does this to manipulate us to do his bidding by sinning, hurting others....etc. making us forget who we are in Yeshua. The only way to escape this is to know the word of God deep in our nefesh(heart) to know His heart, His mind, to overcome what demons say and do to us. To raise a standard against them! Through our Spirit, it has to flow out of us. Not just be in our mind. It has to make that 18” drop from head knowledge to the nefesh (heart). To deal with them at that level. We will never overcome, if we don’t believe it to be true. We need to have trust (faith) in Abba. When my father had passed away, I was in the shower, when a demon was trying to convince me to take a little bit of water in my hand and drowned myself so I could see my father. How pathetic the demon sounded but I said to it “I would not see him, I’d see you!” Immediately it left and I heard my father‘s favorite song and my dad said something to me very personal. I could see it a mile away what the demon was trying to do. That’s how we are to overcome. When the demons bother us on whatever, it has to be so repulsive in our nefesh to know it’s wrong and hurting Abba, sinning against Him. What’s in our nefesh (heart), we will do in the spirit. That’s how we also talk to Abba, in the spirit, through our nefesh.

     So now to the physical side. The demons will and do put feelings inside of us that are not our own. They use our senses against us. If we don’t have discernment and the word of God, we are sitting ducks. That 18” drop comes into play and it’s game on. We are to raise a standard against it. Any form it is trying to get us to sin and remove us from Abba. We are to know the enemies tactics and see it coming a mile ahead. To get to that point, we need to be in prayer, asking Abba to help us. Getting His word into our nefesh, loving only what Abba loves. We need to guard our hearts(nefesh) “Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks“ The demonic activity will always be there to make us stumble but guarding our hearts will help us overcome. Why? watching bad movies or shows, purposely hanging in areas that hate God etc....things that obviously would change you from within and corrupt your spirit. You are hardening your heart to the Spirt’s nudging.  Now if the Holy Spirit leads you into that area to witness or to help someone that’s a whole other story.

      So the next question is why is God allowing all this to happen? He’s shifting the wheat from the tares. Plain and simple. He needs us to overcome. To be not of this world, but to be sons and daughters of righteousness. To walk in the spirit hearing Him, doing His will like Yeshua did.

     In the movie “Tribulation” though not spirituality accurate, they have this one scene that Lucifer speaks about his hate and it is spot on!

lucifer - “Revelation 13, and the whole world wondered after me, and they worshipped me saying who is like unto me and it was given unto me to make war on the saints and to conquer them. Everyone who takes my Mark will be with me forever because I want lots and lots of company in that eternal lake of fire. Every soul that I win will be a soul that he loses and to me that is the greatest victory of all. Do you think that I care about them? (laughing) They are nothing but meaningless pawns in a game as old as time. You see, I use to sit up there, in heaven, right next to Him. I was the most glorious angel of them all. I was a bright and shining star. I was a twinkle in God’s eye. Then one day, I made a unpardonable sin. I suddenly realized that I was just like Him.

Helen - “You are nothing like Him. God loves the world. He died for His world. You just want the world to die for you and now you are deceiving people into giving up their eternal souls, just to get even with God. Do you think you’re in control? Because you’re not.”

Divine Restraining Orders

I love this teaching by Dr. Francis Myles. Really awesome how it is broken down to understandable parts. I noticed this a lot with the way people teach. Yeshua will teach at our level, where we are at and then increase our understanding in that area. It doesn’t matter who you are and what level you are at. You just have to be open to what the Spirit is teaching. Like Paul says “For who of men knows the things of a man except the spirit of the man that is in him? Thus then no one knows the things of God except the Spirit of God and we did not take the spirit of the world but the Spirit which is from God, so that we would know the things freely given to us by God and this is what we are speaking, not in teachings with words of human wisdom but in teachings of the Spirit, those thoughts joined together with spiritual teachings but natural man does not take the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness to him and he is not able to know, because they are discerned spiritually and the one who discerns all things by the Spirit, then is himself called to account by no one. For “Who has known the mind of the Lord, who will instruct Him?” But we have the mind of Messiah; we know what He has taught.” (1 Corinthians 2v11-16) When Francis started to speak about what Yeshua showed him, he used different words but I knew what he was talking about. Yeshua just uses different words when He teaches but still talks about the same thing just in different ways. It’s like we are His puzzle pieces.
In this interview, he talks about divine restraining orders in the kingdom of heaven and how it can be implemented here on earth. The definition of a divine restraining order, restraining or protective order that is issued by the courts of heaven to protect in situations involving clear & present danger to pre-ordained purposes of God. Protecting your family & where the Spirit will need you! You can listen to the teaching free on YouTube. I have his book and teaching on CDs. This interview is well worth your time to watch. This is kind of a meaty teaching but always ask Abba to help put it in your heart.

She is called Wisdom

What is a roll of a Jewish mom?
A mother is the spiritual leader of the family. She is responsible for rearing the children and leading them to study and pray. The husbands are the ones in authority. In the article written by Nissan Dubov "What is the Role of the Woman in Judaism?" He explains, "In a Jewish household, the wife and mother is called in Hebrew akeret habayit. This means literally the “mainstay” of the home. It is she who largely determines the character and atmosphere of the entire home. What makes a Jewish household different from a non-Jewish household is that it is conducted in all its details according to the directives of the Torah. Hence the home becomes an abode for God’s Presence, a home for Godliness, one of which God says, “Make Me a sanctuary, and I shall dwell among them.” (Exodus 25:5). It is a home where God’s Presence is felt on every day of the week; and not only when engaged in prayer and learning Torah but also when engaged in very ordinary activities such as eating and drinking etc., in accordance with the directive, “Know Him in all your ways.” It is a home where the parents know that their first obligation is to instill into their offspring, from their most tender age, the love, and fear, of God, permeating them with the joy of performing mitzvot (commandments, obedience to). In all that has been said above, the Jewish wife and mother – the Akeret Habayit – has a primary role, second to none. It is largely – and in many respects exclusively – her great task and privilege to give her home its truly Jewish atmosphere."
     Now don’t we have that with The Holy Spirit? Our bodies are the temple of the HolySpirit (1 Corinthians 6:19). The Holy Spirit dwells in us and makes a home. We are in obedience to Abba, obeying His word and who wrote the Bible? Also in 1 Corinthians 2:6-15, Paul talks about The Holy Spirit searches the deep things of God. In verses 10-12, No one knows the things of God except the Spirit of God and who has the Holy Spirit inside them? Yeshua had the Spirit in Him during His ministry to the Jewish nation but we are commanded to go to the whole world. It is an exclusive connection "The helper" Yeshua gave us to do the will of the Father and the Holy Spirit only knows what is in Abba's heart. We can ask Abba His will for our life and know the Spirit will help us fulfill it. (John 16:13-14)
     In Isaiah 11:1-2, it talks about Yeshua and the Seven fold Holy Spirit, "And there will come forth a shoot out of the trunk of Jesse, and a Branch will grow out of his roots: (Matt. 2: 23, Rev. 5: 5; 22: 16) and the Spirit of the YAHUVEA She shall rest upon Him, the Spirit of 1. wisdom and 2. understanding, the Spirit of 3. counsel and 4. might, the Spirit of 5. knowledge and of the 6. reverence and 7. awe of the LORD (Rev. 5: 6). Yeshua couldn't do His ministry without The Holy Spirit. He does the will of the father but had to listen to the Holy Spirit to be able to obey.
There are over 126 names in the Bible describing the Holy Spirit. "Wisdom" from Isaiah 11:2, has been used through out scripture to describe the Holy Spirit in detail. In Proverbs 8:1-36 says "Wisdom Speaks" in the title and It is the Holy Spirit talking to us. In the book of Wisdom, written before Yeshua, is the Holy Spirit talking to us as well and goes in great detail. In James 3:13-18, “Who among you is wise and understanding? Let him demonstrate it by his good way of life, by actions done in the humility that grows out of wisdom but if you harbor in your hearts bitter jealousy and selfish ambition, don’t boast and attack the truth with lies! This wisdom is not the kind that comes down from above; on the contrary, it is worldly, unspiritual, demonic. For where there are jealousy and selfish ambition, there will be disharmony and every foul practice but the wisdom from above is, first of all, pure, then peaceful, kind, open to reason, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality and without hypocrisy and peacemakers who sow seed in peace raise a harvest of righteousness.”
So who is the Holy Spirit? In Hebrew: רוח הקודש, Ruach HaKodesh, Spirit The Holy. Many people have done books on the Holy Spirit all claiming they know who He is. The third person, God's Spirit, is blue, Fire, Wind and some say it is not a person. All these people who believe this don't really know who the Spirit is. All they are doing is regurgitating what others say and not having intimacy with Abba. This bothers me a lot. I can tell very much who really knows who The Holy Spirit is because She is a She, a person and NOT the third person of the trinity! I was with the Holy Spirit in Heaven. She would always be on my left side. When Yeshua is with me, He would always be on my right no matter where we were. In fact all males who had wives would always be on the right side to their wife. Remember Yeshua is in authority right now by Abba and will give back that authority when death is under His feet, after judgment when all evil is in the lake of fire and Abba will dwell with us on the new earth. The Holy Spirit is Abba's wife. She is one with Him! Think about how She is described as being His Spirit. The two are one. This will go over many heads but ask Abba! He will show you. I have spoken about this before in my blogs. Your nefesh(heart) is one with them!
A few people have acknowledged the Holy Spirit as being a She. In "ONE NEW MAN BIBLE Companion Commentary & Articles" by Rev. William J. Morford, He writes, "The Holy Spirit is introduced to us in Genesis 1:2 as hovering over the face of the Earth. The Holy Spirit is hovering as a concerned, loving parent watching over a child, an indication of the mothering instinct that is the nature of the Holy Spirit. Is the Holy Spirit Feminine? If so, why do most references in Scripture use masculine pronouns, and one uses a neuter pronoun? The reason has everything to do with which language is used for a translation. The Spirit is masculine in Latin, the language used for the first English translations. That happenstance has given English speakers a masculine Holy Spirit. Greek was used later, but only changed one pronoun in Acts 8:16 where the Holy Spirit is referred to as “It.” The Hebrew language that Y’shua used whenever He preached or taught holds that Ruah is feminine. Yes! Ruah Hakodesh, the Hebrew term, is feminine! Jewish teachings even refer to the Holy Spirit as the feminine side, the nurturing Spirit, of our Heavenly Father."
I know when someone is speaking prophesy, because it sound just like what She would say. Also when people say Abba or Yeshua told me this, I can tell if it true because I'm used to the way they talk. Like when the Holy Spirit will never call God, Abba because it means daddy. I only have heard Yeshua say it.
In the online bible translations “https://scripture4all.org/OnlineInterlinear/Hebrew_Index.htm“ & “https://scripture4all.org/OnlineInterlinear/Greek_Index.htm“ they use the real translation. Watch "https://youtu.be/rGfAK6miPRI" it will help too. I have known for years The Holy Spirit to be a She. Lately in my blogs, I tried to not say He. The Holy Spirit has been wanting me to write about this too for over three years. I know how people will react, plus I felt so overwhelmed with the daunting task, I kept putting it off. If I had listened earlier, how many blessings/ restoration people would have had if I just did it. Plus there must be a reason why people have not known the truth. Is it because of the institutional church and replacement theology or the quenching of the Holy Spirit, lack of intimacy? Something also happened besides the church quenching Her. Removing Abba and the Spirit from our lives, only talking and worshipping Yeshua, in songs, prayers etc. last time I checked, Yeshua didn’t pray to himself, didn’t raise himself from the grave, didn’t do His own will but only the will of the Father through the POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT!
    Also what has bothered me, is when the leadership says all three are males of the god head and the Gay community uses that as an excuse. If we are to follow “on earth as it is in heaven”, then we need to believe that Abba is not a single parent! What it should be is, the restoration of people's lives, knowing that Abba is our dad and The Holy Spirit is our mom! That changes everything of who we are in Yeshua. Walking in the Spirit as it was meant to be just like the early church, are we ready?

Parashah Points: Ki Tisa - 119 Ministries

King's Seal

No Hope!

This is really sad. It was asked "How do you manipulate them?" Lucifer's answer was, No Hope. How can we as a society be so easily knocked over as with no hope. People commit suicide with no hope, people who lost others walk in no hope, people who grew up with no fathers or mothers and don't have a surrogate to step in, operate in no hope. So what do we do as a church body to help them overcome? by having intimacy with the Father, hearing His Spirit and obedience to Yeshua. The body of Christ needs the intimacy back and obedience to the Spirit. As Paul says “Don’t quench the Holy Spirit!”

God will show the ten commandments to the world

The Ark of The Covenant - arkfiles.net

Kent Henry- I Have Loved You (Hosanna! Music)

In The Presence of a Holy God - Kent Henry

The Rubber Ball

    Did you ever noticed how the Bible follows the Ten Commandments form? What I mean is, you got the Tanakh representing the first five commandments then the Gospel & writings representing the last of the commandments. I remember a pastor once speaking about the first five commandments represent how we interact with Abba and the last five commandments is for His kids. It is definitely the same with the Bible. The Tanakh is how we have interacted with Abba and the gospels & writings show how we interact with our neighbors. Aren’t we representing Yeshua here on earth? And what are we representing? God’s love.
    One day, a few years ago, I was driving to work and talking to Abba. I don’t remember how I got on the subject but I asked why lucifer is that way and God’s agape love. Yeshua said to me “it would take to long” referring to my “God’s agape love” comment but then He starts to show me a brief glimpse in my spirit how Abba operates. The best way I can explain it is using this analogy, the rubber ball.
     Now think as if LOVE was tangible, if it had a molecular structure like a rubber bouncing ball. Now this ball of rubber cannot be a cookie or a motorcycle, it can only be a rubber ball and nothing else. Every part of its functionality operates one way. The same way on who Abba is. Abba is LOVE. He doesn’t operate outside of LOVE. His functionality operates as LOVE. Every thought, action, and deed operates as LOVE and nothing else.
     Now think as if EVIL was tangible, if it had a molecular structure like a tennis ball. It can bounce, it is round, it tries to act like the rubber ball but it can never be the same as the rubber ball. The same way who lucifer is. Everything it does is EVIL. It doesn’t operate outside of EVIL. It’s functionality operates as EVIL. Every thought, action, and deed operates as EVIL and nothing else. He is the father of it. He has the knowledge of good and evil. He is the master deceiver and anything Abba does, he will create an equal opposite to deceive and draw ABBA’s creation away from Him. Abba is LOVE and cannot operate in EVIL OR BE APART OF IT. Abba is LOVE and He sent His son Yeshua to be His intercessor to deal with EVIL and be the sacrificial lamb to take the sin away. Now we have that right to have intimacy with Abba once again.
     You see when you’re in the spirit, you mind is shut off, disconnected from your nefesh(heart). Your heart dictates what you do in the Spirit. There is no thought process. You just do it. You are what your heart is. That is why guarding our heart’s is so important! Several years ago, I was talking to Abba and He brought a friend by to say hi to me and I yelled back at them angrily and said “this is my time with Abba.” Now of course, if I wasn’t in the spirit but in my physical presence, I would never have said that but because I was in the spirit “out of the abundance of the heart...my mouth spoke” Remember the be-attitudes in Mathew? Sermon on the mount? What did Yeshua say about adultery? This is how we operate in the spirit with our nefesh.
    This is also the same way lucifer operates in the spirit. His heart is all EVIL and he is the father of it. Every function he does is EVIL. He does not operate outside of that because that is what is in his heart. As where Abba does not operate in evil. He knows good and evil but His heart only does good because He is LOVE and it pours out of Him in that way. To be His children, the way we were meant to be, we need to follow and do what His Spirit is telling us. To walk in His thoughts, His actions, His love just as a true father would want us to. To be LOVE personified as Yeshua did by following the heart of Abba by HIS Spirit. 

My Grom

Back in 2007, I got a Honda XR80 dirt bike. I had always wanted one. It was my first bike to learn on but it was not street legal and the only place I could ride it was at my house. I wanted a Honda CRF250M bike but I’m too short to ride it with a seat height at 34”. Not good for a newbie rider. So I bought a 1981 KZ250CSR D2 in 2010. I didn’t get to ride it much because of various issues and the carb kept on getting clogged. So I finally got a new carb & installed it at the end of the season 2014. So when 2015 came, it started fine but then it was dumping fuel into the engine but the bowl was low? Then it just shut off and doesn’t even start now. So I think I need to rip everything out and clean it. The bike place that would take care of the bike, the owner closed down and I definitely don’t trust the “other” shop. It is now become a project bike and I can’t even ride it anymore(sigh). I was just so frustrated. Then, a couple of months ago, I was looking up the Honda CRF250M bike and I came across a Honda Grom. My jaw dropped opened. I was so excited to see it and it looked almost like the CRF250M I wanted but small like the XR80. The seat height is at 29.5” I need 28 but I can still reached the ground well enough. So 2 weeks ago, I got it. Didn’t think to look at the weight requirements(sigh). Now I need to drop weight to ride it but I still play around in 1st gear. Getting my throttle & friction zone down. Talk about Abba putting a carrot in front of a Clydesdale, I’m still happy that I got it. I will still try to get the KZ to work. Doa’h!

Praise

Awhile back, maybe about 15 years ago, I was brought up to Heaven. I don’t remember the reason at that time. Maybe when I saw my house or whatever reason but when I was there, I heard people singing, praising Abba. I wrote it down in one of my notebooks. I felt I should let people know and not keep it to myself the beautiful praise. Sorry it is not complete and in order but you can see what they were saying.

LIFT UP OUR HANDS
ABOVE THE EARTH 
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH 
GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH
GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
JUMP UP AND SHOUT IT OUT
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
GLORY TO HIS NAME 
LET US SING PRAISE 
TO HIS NAME
GLORY HALLELUJAH